If it's too loud, then you're too old!

I just posted this on myspace and thought I would post it here too.....

I hope not to depress anyone else with this news but Larry and I ended things last night. I'm still trying to believe that this is real and that it really happened, but it will take me a while before I am my usual self again. I must have listened to "Trying to Stop Your Leaving" by Dierks Bentley at least 10 or more times since then.......I didn't see it coming this soon and although it's shocking and hard to believe, he must have felt like he was doing the right thing. He said we could still be friends but right now......I can't view him as a friend until my heart heals. It's going to take a while and I hope he understands the consequences of this but this is how I feel. I thought he was "the one" and didn't want anyone else, and gave my whole heart away.....I stayed up last night before I had to open today and was thinking alot about everything. I tried to sleep but I couldn't....just kept thinking. Razi and Tracy came over last night after I called them and told them about it. I couldn't have better friends than them. Ashley really made me feel better too! Larry if your reading this, thank you for a great 3 1/2 months. We made a lot of memories that I will never forget. And I will still love you from the bottom of my heart......I just need some time to recover from this, like I said, it won't be easy. Here are some quotes of inspiration......
" Life is like a merry go round, you never know who you're going to end up with"
- My dad
"Next time I give my heart away, I'm gonna save a little for me." -Next time I fall in Love by Ashley Ray