If it's too loud, then you're too old!

It's been a while I know but I've been pretty busy since I met Dave. The last time I wrote in here was when I first started talking to him and it's been a whirlwind since then! We of course started dating three days after I wrote that last entry and I'm so glad I found him. I've found out so much about him since then of course and like him even more since then. I love him. I would do anything for him(still can't think of something I wouldn't do yet....) and he would do the same for me. A lot has happened since I have met that man but I couldn't be any happier! Spring break was a little different because he went with. Dave, Ashley and I went to Nashville and had a blast! The last day we went to the opry and that had to be the highlight of the trip! Loved it!

Now the main reason I decided to write today was to mainly get all of this mumbo jumbo that has been filling up and clogging my brain. One of the major things that has been clogging my brain is a decision. Dave is moving to Dekalb in the fall to go to school and he asked me to move in with him. I'm still not quite sure what I am doing yet. I know it's only been 2 and a half months together with him but it seems like it's been so much longer. I've been able to see him at least every day since we both live in the same town. If I did move in with him then we would be further along in our relationship and I think we could handle it because right now it seems like we can't like without each other. We are impossible to seperate right now. We also have the problem of financial stability. We have decided that one of the main things we have to do is get bills paid off before we move in with each other. We already figured out that I probably won't be moving in right away because of that. Hopefully I can get my bills paid down to where I can still live with him and be able to afford it. Another thing is that I haven't told my parents that he asked me to move in with him. They are also a big part of my life too and I'm kind of scared to tell them. I don't know how they will react to this but I think I'm going to wait on telling them until I have finally decided that I would move in with him. It's just hard to see that far into the future now and this is all weighing down in my mind. Finding a job down there might be hard but it might be easy if I can just transfer to a new mcdonalds. I really don't want to do that but if it comes to it I might. I also decided not to sign up for classes next semester because I have no clue what is going on yet. If I move in with him in the fall I might go to Kishwaukee college next year. I have figured out that I have a lot of things I haven't decided on yet because of this big decision. It changes a lot! I hope it is all worth it in the end too. He can already see his future with me and I can already see myself with him. There is no one else. He is part of my future. I can't see myself finding anyone else that can even compare with him. It's hard to find a man that can be your lover and one of your best friends. Someone who you can laugh histerically at funny things with. It's just a different bond that I have with him that we just click. He has to be the one!